This addiction thrives in secrecy and isolation you must end this secrecy to start the process of recovery. I am a recovering sex addict, and here are the steps I took to achieve sobriety from pornography, compulsive masturbation and other unwanted sexual behaviors:
Wonderous things happen when you swallow your pride and accept your powerlessness. I was relying on myself to give it up, I never turned to another person to ask for help for this specific problem. The embarrassing nature of this addiction had meant that I never honestly confided in anyone the true nature of my problem. And then it hit me, the most obvious thing which I had never bothered trying, and the one thing that has made all the difference: getting help from another person. I almost lost all hope as I had tried everything in my will to cure this problem. The feeling of guilt and hypocrisy only grew with time. However, my addiction to pornography remained and I continued to indulge in it by night. Yes, I gained beneficial knowledge and I believe it was the blessings and prayers of the righteous that eventually put me on the path to recovery. Unfortunately, none of this directly helped me cure my addiction to pornography. Set it and collect blessings from Allah (swt) for the khayr you're supporting without thinking about it. The Prophet (SAW) has taught us the best of deeds are those that done consistently, even if they are small.Ĭlick here to support MuslimMatters with a monthly donation of $2 per month. All it takes is a small gift from a reader like you to keep us going, for just $2 / month. Help us get to 900 supporters this month. Keep supporting MuslimMatters for the sake of AllahĪlhamdulillah, we're at over 850 supporters. Little did they know that I was around the scholars because I was in a far greater need of them than anyone else were it not for their company, I would have gone completely astray. People started calling me a ‘student of knowledge’ and seeing me as a pious person because I was around old religious men all the time. I even travelled abroad and spent time studying in Africa I thought if I’d cut myself off from the world and immersed in spirituality, I’d be cured. I turned to religion and spirituality for help, sought sacred knowledge and the company of scholars.
I realized that wasn’t the case for me and didn’t’ go through with the marriage. It’s a common misconception that providing a halal avenue to carry out ones’ sexual needs will get rid of one’s desire to watch pornography. If I couldn’t stop while I was in a relationship with a real woman, who’s to say I would stop if we got married? I knew at that point that my behavior wasn’t just a bad habit it was an addiction that had a life of its own – I was completely powerless over it and I couldn’t stop no matter how bad I tried.
After no luck giving it up, I considered marriage and pursued a courtship – only to realize half way in the process that I was still watching it. It does not store any personal data.A well-meaning religious counselor once advised me to consider getting married in order to overcome my porn addiction. The cookie is set by the GDPR Cookie Consent plugin and is used to store whether or not user has consented to the use of cookies. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Performance". This cookie is set by GDPR Cookie Consent plugin. The cookies is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Necessary". The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Other. The cookie is set by GDPR cookie consent to record the user consent for the cookies in the category "Functional". The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Analytics". These cookies ensure basic functionalities and security features of the website, anonymously. Necessary cookies are absolutely essential for the website to function properly. It’s a stand-alone! Don’t try to load your old save, start a new game.Ģ000+ Renders, without animation! (Biggest of all time)Ħ events by the poll if you suntan or just happen to be there at the right timeĢ events by the terrace if you decide to take a napĪnd of course you’ll be able to play Go with Susan :ġ win gives you 1 spanking event with Susan (2 versions)ġ lose puts you on the receiving end of a 1 spanking event (FEMDOM), it can be avoided for a non femdom sceneīest of 3 games win gives you one sex event with Susan (2 versions)īest of 3 defeat puts you on the receiving end of a 1 sex event (FEMDOM), it can be avoided for a non femdom sceneĤ wins give you 1 bonus sex event with Susan Fix an infinite loop during a spanking that was possible in some cases.
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